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Widowed Singer/Songwriter/Musician/Poet/
Age 56 From Garland, Texas - Online - Over 2 weeks ago
Man Seeking A Woman

Basic Information

I Can Speak  
English
I Would Describe Myself As  
A recently widowed father of two adult children (daughter & son) A singer/songwriter/musician/metalhead/hard rock lover. Music is my primary focus as of this moment. That is my one constant status with the unconditional love I share with my purest sense of catharsis that has always watched my six. I am a Christian and I will love all humanity no matter what your religion/faith happens to be. That is a deeply personal decision and your soul is your own free will, yes? Honestly, I have had more issues with Christians and/or "religious" types of people than you might think. Extreme judgement. Browbeating. Hypocrisy. Jealousy. Prideful. All the classics, yes? Not always, of course. There is good and bad in every single one of us. We are all born in sin. You see it displayed daily. Do you have to teach even a small child how to tell a lie? No. Human nature. Not meant to be malicious or anything like that. Like I said, we are all created equal. When the party is over and the smoke clears, there we are. Guilty as charged as well as the entire human race. Like I said, jealousy and judgement with apparently no boundaries. Here is a prime example. Currently I am in a wheelchair but should not be permanent after some treatment, etc. I will get judged for that by people close to me family, etc. I have been called a worthless cripple before, attacked physically but that's okay. It happens. People automatically that because I can't walk right now that I can't perform in the bedroom, etc. Not that it's any of their business but I perform better now than ever. You know what they say about the word assume, yes? Everything works down there I just can't stand, walk or drive unmodified vehicles. But a true metalhead never stops so I perform on stage while singing and playing Instruments like that. Singers that also play instruments simultaneously rarely move all over the stage anyway so it all works out. Self taught and no explanation about that other than God. The split second I touched a guitar I just knew how to play. I'm a published poet and lyricist in some various coffee table books. Started with lyrics, poetry and stories (scripts), some might say like metal meets opera with various cinematic elements. We are auditioning drummers and a female co'-lead vocalist. If you or someone you know is interested you know. Any musical skill is a hardcore plus. I am a lead vocalist, Lead guitarist and some keyboards. I have another lead guitarist and bass player. The other lead guitarist also started singing more recently which is a big help to me. As we progress it seems that visual arts are as potentially impacting as the music itself, yes? Anyway, I'm a long haired Jesus freak. Whatever you're into is cool. If you sing or play an instrument then that is even better indeed. Looking forward to having an opportunity to jam with you no doubt. Love talking music, especially rock & Metal. Movies. The main sport for me is NFL Football. All the others it really depends. Otherwise for me it's life, love, hard rock and heavy metal. We should hang out sometime and definitely rock out hard for real. God bless. Metal is my catharsis and my life. I strive to practice what I preach and believe hardcore in the Golden Rule. Live, Laugh & Love.
Amen.
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Capricorn

Appearance & Situation

My Body Type Is  
A Few Extra Pounds
My Height Is  
6' 3 (1.91 m)
My Eyes Are  
Hazel
My Ethnicity Is  
Caucasian
My Marital Situation Is  
Widowed
I Have Kids  
Yes - Not At Home
I Want Kids  
Not Sure
My Best Feature Is  
Hair
Body Art  
Pierced... But Only Ear(s)
My Hair Is  
Dark Brown
I Have One Or More Of These  
Other
Willing To Relocate  
Yes

Status

My Education Level Is  
Some College
My Current Employment Status Is  
Work At Home
My Speciality Is  
Art / Music / Literature
My Job Title Is  
Author
I Make This Much In A Year  
$15,000USD To $29,999USD
I Live  
With Parent(s)
At Home  
All Is Calm
I'm A Smoker  
Yes - Trying To Quit
I Drink  
Yes - One Or Two

Personality

Back In High School, I Was A  
Outcast
My Social Behavior Is  
Reserved, Shy, Loud, Observant, Friendly, Comedic, Strange
My Interest And Hobbies Are  
Religion / Spirituality, Family, Dining, Photography, Reading, Arts & Crafts, Learning, Music, Tv, Movies, Internet, Games, Theater, Travel, Playing Cards, Volunteering, Computers
My Idea Of A Great Time Is  
Hanging Out With Friends, Partying, Going Shopping, Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Playing Video Games, Tv, Going To A Concert, Going To A Museum
An Ideal First Date Would Be  
I love coffee. Why not? Not loud places until you've had an opportunity to at least briefly converse, yes? If she's cool then so am I. Happy girl, happy world, yes? Amen.
I've Always Wanted To Try  
I have never been on a boat. I am guessing that almost 90% of my life has been on the lake. The first half of my life was in Cleveland, Ohio on Lake Erie. The second half of my life here on Lake Ray Hubbard in Garland, Texas. But the point is that I of all people has never been on a boat. Not fear. Just always so busy with music, etc. My other guitarist also lives on a lake and owns a boat. I know, right?
My Friends Describe Me As Being  
Friendly, Cool, Goofy

Views

My Religion Is  
Christian
I Attend Services  
Every Day
My Political Views Are  
Not Sure
My Goal In Life Is  
To love God and strive to live by the Golden Rule. To lead by example. To get rid of my wheelchair and walk again. To record all of my songs and document that without a doubt I was here and my legacy will live on through those who want something to remember me by. That's also something that my late wife and I promised each other we would do if we didn't die together then the one who survives would continue on with our music and vocals, etc.
My Kind Of Humor Is  
Clever, Friendly, Goofy, Slapstick

Taste

On Tv, I Always Watch  
News, Documentaries, Dramas, Movies
When I Go To The Movies, I Always Go To See A  
Action, Science Fiction, Comedy, Drama, Documentary, Horror, Thriller
When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To  
Rock, Metal, Classical, I'm A Recording Artist, Blues, Industrial, Soul, Gospel
When I Read, I Always Read  
News, Ancient, Anthology, Auto-biography, Biography, Classic, Comic, Computers, Fantasy, Fiction, History, Horror, Humor, Instructional, Music, Mystery, Nature, Reference, Poetry, Religious, Satire, Science, Science Fiction, I'm An Author, Erotica, Supernatural
My Idea Of Fun Is  
Performing to a colosseum filled to far beyond capacity with an amazing wave of beautiful humanity swaying in unison headbanging in perfect synchronicity while singing along to Every word louder than the P.A. and after the 3rd encore I get off stage and hang out with cool people, etc.
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